Jennifer (gaaneden) wrote,
Jennifer
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Smiling

I have many conflicting desires right now. In a most bittersweet way, I was recently reminded, rather unexpectedly, that I can still fall for people and fall hard. The object of my affection is not free to return it and we have had that conversation that sets the boundaries. The conversation left me smiling and still wishing. But, not in an angry way.

This is has left me randomly flailing for something else to occupy my attention. Soon, it will be completely filled with the new book. For now, I try not to dwell on 'what if.' Though, I will admit, I do occasionally indulge my fantasy life by mixing rich images with happy memories and shift them in the lascivious way I wish they could go.

It makes me smile and that is a good thing.
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