I have invitations to three different New Year's Eve parties but I'm in a really bad mood. So, I'm not going out tonight at all. I don't want to bring anyone down with my piss poor mood. What I would really like to is to be with a small group of friends, watching movies and laughing. I would give my right arm to be over at Rich's place tonight. I'm really missing him, Cil, Blinkie, Ben and Jenn right now. I guess I'll just put on the Sci-fi channel and watch the Twilight Zone for the rest of the evening.