June 7th, 2003



I know most of this current discontentment is due to my cycle. Damn hormones. I hate this feeling of being disconnected and alone. I'm sulking over something I really have no right to be sulking over. Right or not, it still makes me want to cry. Maybe it's better if I hide at home and not inflict myself on anyone. I'm generally unhappy with the world and it is no one's fault, really.

On the good side of things, some excellent things are happening with/to some of my most cared for friends. That does make me happy. Also, I got to talk to Hans today about house hunting in Seattle. Thank goodness we switched from our original agent to this new one. I can't wait to go on my house hunting trip. Just wish I had someone to share it with.
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