depressedIf everything is going so well, why do I feel so down and alone?
I'm guessing that it is a combination of the post holiday blues and where I am in my cycle. This sucks. I don't have time to be depressed. Especially this kind of depression where I feel so singular and want to be around people but am also feeling too damned apathetic as to reach out to someone and say "Hey, I'm feeling a bit down. I need a shoulder to lean on." Probably just my internal critic/martyr kicking in to natter about how no one needs to listen to my petty problems.
I'm sure this will pass. All it needs is a swift kick in the ass and for me to throw myself into a project for a couple of hours... and maybe a good stress relieving cry.
